Saturday, August 26, 2006

Vitriolicoutburst

You should really talk to somebody who gives a shit.

Vitriolic outbursts by Nationalists piss me off. Nationalism in the guise of self determination is mong-like in its wholesome self hugging flag waving bollocks and ive seen enough thanks very much. I'd like to give a full point by point expose to every issue raised by the Scottish/Cornish/Yorkshire/English/Welsh/Palestinian/Chechen policy of Nationalistic self masturbation. Trouble is i dont really care anymore, i havent the energy to do it. In the end Entropy destroys all and you end up with a totalitarian government system a result shown endlessly through history.

Entropy...the gift given by God. I like to shout out in the middle of a scrap "hey we're all wankers here lets not fight amongst ourselves but lets have a big circle jerk and shoot pearly jam at reach other instead of bullets and fists"

I have discovered that my life isnt my own but instead is directed and organised by work/those i love/those i hate/those i dont know. Every second is alloted a task one must perform be it driving somewhere or doing something i dont really wish to do. I am starting to hate humankind with a passion and the start of it is TV. The great glass tit everybody loves to suck on a few hours a day. Uninteresting fucking drivel the masses love to suck chew and masticulate. BIG BROTHER FANTASY! I enter the house with a blunt instrument.....

Is it unstable behaviour? I think its a normal response to evil sensory input. People ask "Why Skateboard" and i had great responses planned such as "gravity yawn" and "xtreme" and "Blah" honestly. I'll tell you why i skate its because its the only thing that makes me feel human, because the only people i can talk to as fellow human beings is the people who i skate with. They are the only people i feel comfortable with and as i face the final skate due to increasing bone trouble i am starting to feel a very clear fear.

You see i can start to see the cracks in my own persona due to not skating as often as i should, my veneer of latent "respectability" is loosening. The cease and desist order i recieved from Walmart/Asda was thrown aside at the time but now whispers of revenge/smooth floors/shop and skate. Drag the deck out go to ASDA and rip the floors up throw the produce around and do the six months nick they promised if i ever skated there again..

People used to laugh when i told them of being abducted by aliens through my bedroom window but when i show them the scratches made by the finger nails of something with three fingers that clutched my windowsill one night they go silent and they lock their own windows.

and i suffered those i love to give me one hour on a board today and it fucking rained solid.

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